Category: process journal

learning and doing

  • 4 months, 9,600 miles, and a mobile studio

    For my 2018 sabbatial, I set up created an experience with a mobil studio in my van and headed west. Here is the story in the form of a video exported from pdf presentation.

  • I have been thinking about this since 2017

    I have been thinking about this since 2017

    Experience: this can’t be replicated in video. In a coffee house/ bar type space in the early ’70s, in Greenwich village, {artist} notices what happens with smoke in the projected light and invents (of the time of course) an essential abstraction in live format in the form of Anthony Mcall’s (b 1944) 1973 video “Line Describing a Cone”. Here is a link to still images from the Tate’s collection. https://www.tate.org.uk/art/artworks/mccall-line-describing-a-cone-t12031

    The experience of the stills is as schematic indicators. They lend an intellectual understanding of what occurs in the piece. But the piece is is truly experienced in immersive real life. I saw this in Atlanta in the Eyedrum gallery–a tin corrugated warehouse space called Eyedrum that exists now and then as an alternative space for showing artists. It’s non profit and I think loosely associated with University of GA.

    The walls of the space are painted black, the time of the showing has been announced, there is a smoke machine in the room (to simulate the cigarette smoke that inspired the original vision, and I imagine this is part of the instructions in the showing of the work) there’s a sparse crowd, and then 5-4-3-2-1 and complete magic happens–a pinpoint of light begins from a film projector to project a point of light on a screen. The projection from the projector gradually enlarges into the outline of a circle (flat outline on the screen), but as it does, it creates a cone of light that begins at the narrow light at the site of the lens of the projector and enlarges to enfold the space between the projector’s physical light aperture and the wall upon which its being projected. As you look at the wall and see what image is being projected flatly against that surface, you witness a white motion of a dot moves clockwise from a point at the tope middle (what would be 12:00 on an analog clock) toward in a curve that completes a circle from right to left in 30 seconds. The room in darkness highlights the plane of light that forms a conical barrier that separates the outside of the cone from the inside in what feels solid.

    The light becomes form, the form performs. The perceptual performance is real. Perceptual performance may be what I’m after. You have to be there (IRL) and you have to experience it.

    {experienced at Dizler’s FILMLOVE series, EYEDRUM gallery 2017}

  • Mary Lucier–videos are sculptural

    Mary Lucier–videos are sculptural

    Mary Lucier, 1944-

    my resonances:

    • video screens within the space are perceived spatially, like sculpture and architecture.
      flat and dimensional and flat and dimensional–walk into the space and you are immersed in the experience, and everywhere are paths to somewhere. Flat screens with allusion to depth–convincing, takes you; overtakes you. IRL space plus mind space.
    • a perceptual maze (observed) with hooks that are divine, macabre, laden–)
    • OF the time (I am a reporter
    • Focus on experience “I don’t really want anything. I’m just offering an experience”
    • she says video is: Theatrical / literary / sculptural visual
    • documenting (immigrants; flood; the current time); why i photograph all the time. Things peak my interest (why? IDK; might be aesthetic, might be odd, funny, peculiar, horrible)
    • Spaces are real (you are in it) and alluded to (aesthetic illusional space, because it is FLAT) and mind space: takes you somewhere connotatively, or associatively (here it is specific to the individual)

      Five channel video: five different images playing from five different sources
      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8B8k0tNejRc
       
      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mary_Lucier

       

  • An Experience of May 25, 1910 on May 4, 2015

    May 25, 1910: Deconstruction/Reconstruction

    (2023)
    36’’ x 36’’ x 52’’
    Mixed Upholstery Materials

    This chair has been in the Dana Fine Arts building for at least 30 years — since I started teaching-. We tend to accumulate stuff here, people donate furniture, books, or supplies; students leaving things behind; teacher’s accumulations for still lives and for models, so the provenance of any particular item is hard to know, of course, mostly it doesn’t matter. This chair had been part of drawing setups for years. It had tape all over it to mark model positions during breaks so they could resume their post, scuffs, paint and loss of lustre as happens to objects in studio environs. For years it found its way to a corner on the ground floor to be filed into a next life. Prop storage and / or dumpster or donation. As I investigated it to deconstruct it for recycling, I became engaged in its original construction, which involved various layers of materials and NO PLASTIC. This led me to gingerly take it apart–out of curiosity for the construction process and out of respect for the traditional craft and wholesome materials. And so began our relationship. I fell in love with the skills of craft the work–seven layers wrapped, sewn, and trussed, materials of all cotton batting in finely spun muslin casings, tied with short lengths of jute cord. Traces of iron rust formed rings of color documenting the the years of contact between the springs and their casements. I laid the pieces out as I took them apart, eventually illustrating the work in a reverse design schematic in an exploded view of sorts. The care of craft with the various materials made me care about it too. No plastic? An unthinkable idea for 21st century American production. I am effected by the value of designing an object with care for its longevity, making something that might outlast the maker’s lifetime. It’s the same ethos an architect has for the lifetime of a building. There’s a generosity in it that feels right to me. As I got down to the lower inside frame of the structure, I noticed what has to be a date on a cross bar. It has the kind of handwriting typical of people trained in long-hand — the curly start and stop of the number 2. To corroborate my theory that the markings “5-25-10″ referenced the date (May 25, 1910” I researched furniture manufacturing in 1910, and this construction is consistent with the standards and materials of the time.

    Provenence:
    Rescue: Waste and Redemption
    4.6 — 6.15.2024, Lizzie Zucker Saltz, curator
    Link to the Exhibition Catalog

    Looking Back: New and Revisited Works by Nell Ruby
    March 2026,

    Looking Out

    “I love the idea of redemption through transformation, and how the artists in RESCUE embody that kind of material alchemy.” – Lizzie Zucker Saltz, Curator.

    Selected artists: Adah Bennion, Paul Blake, Lisa Freeman, Heather Bird Harris, Susan Lenz, Casey McGuire, Larry Millard, Zachary Naylor, Johanna Norry, Emily Peters, Pilar, Paula Reynaldi, Nell Ruby, Lisa Schnellinger, Lenore Solmo, Kelly Thompson, Gregor Turk, Jon Vogt, Michael Webster, Matthew White, Kelsey Wishik and Joni Younkins. 

    Guest Curator Saltz believes that “Rescue’s twenty-four artists’ will heighten audiences’ awareness of these core environmental issues.”

    Link to the Exhibition Catalog


    Nell Ruby’s 5.25.1910: Deconstruction/Reconstruction presents us with a 3-D recreation of an exploded chair diagram, as if it was in the process of being manufactured, but in reverse. We are used to seeing the image of a product design in an exploded view, but those predict the future not the past, which adds a surreal layer to her installation. (Most new products have no Cradle-to-Grave plan, not to mention a Cradle-to-Cradle Certification stamp; hopefully we will see this change. Cradle-to-Cradle Certification is given to products and systems that mimic nature and are efficient, fair, and waste-free.33 Ruby shows us a product in an exploded view at its death, using its actual materials. The artist came upon the idea when breaking down a chair for disposal and catching sight of its date of manufacture; ‘5.25.1910.’ She soon gained an appreciation of each turn-ofthe-century part, most of which could be reused or recycled. This is in contrast to most of today’s ‘fast furniture,’ whose components often include off-gassing foam and un-recyclable fiber board held together by a formaldehyde glue. Ruby writes that she “Was taken by the care of craft of its assembly and primarily by use of materials that involved tying, trussing, wrapping, packing wrapping and NO plastic; its baton had so organically—almost lovingly taken on the impression of the springs that it encased, that I became gentle with the rest of my deconstruction, and discovered layer by layer a beauty and integrity to the whole.” Sharing her love-affair with this handsome chair provides us with an anecdote that encapsulates a century of manufacturing change, away from reusable components and towards landfilling pollutants. Hopefully we will see a move toward closed-loop economies. When you shop, look for wood furniture made from reclaimed wood and from wood certified by the Forest Stewardship Council or the Sustainable Forestry Initiative.

  • Rebecca Solnit on abuse of power and feminism

    https://www.meditationsinanemergency.com/the-she-made-him-do-it-theory-of-everything-2

    I wish Rebecca Solnit — author / activist — lived next door to me, so we could casually share ideas. I appreciate her effective truthiness.

    Excerpt from: The She Made Him Do It Theory of Everything (link)

    The rhetoric and logic of the abuse of power operates similarly at all scales, which is why I’ve found feminism such useful equipment for understanding authoritarians in public and political life. Because no matter what abusers take from their victims, they don’t want to take the blame. And one of the prerogatives of power is to be in charge of blame, and abusers routinely exercise that power to make their own acts someone else’s fault.

    Related: Jenny Holzer, truisims: ABUSE OF POWER COMES AS NO SURPRISE
    Martha Rosler Semiotics of the Kitchen: